tuesday, june 22nd, 11:17 pm
i spent a few hours today putting together this website for kellen and i to use! i've been looking at geocities sites for a while and i've been meaning to start one but haven't had the time or motivation. but it's summer now so i have lots of time :3 right now i'm in new jersey at my grandparents house. i have a lot of fond childhood memories of the island but it really isn't so fun as a grown up without any close relationships with my family members. my grampy is mean and grouchy to everyone and i feel sooooo anxious around my cousins/aunts/uncles. they kind of treat me like im invisible because i'm so quiet but i'm literally too scared to talk to them.. i dunno what to say.. it's been 3 years since i've seen anyone :( i really love my grammy though, earlier we watched parasite together in her bed with both of our puppies. it was such a good movie...! but when we were eating dinner my grampy was being sooo mean and grouchy because he didn't like his takeout food? dumb as fuck. my mom is out with her old high school friends so she wasn't there to tell him to shut up and stop being an asshole. i hope that not all nice boys grow up into grumpy insufferable old men but i've Never known a nice old man before. kellie just hung up on facetime to eat dinner (it's weird having a time difference!!) but i miss them already oops >.< i'm excited to hang out n stuff when i'm home in a week (gah) hopefully we can work on this site together, i have lots of ideas :3 i picked up on this coding stuffs pretty quick from when i used to do it on my ooollllddd tumblr and deviantart pages when i was little lol but i wanna learn how to do more stuff, it's really fun!! i hope kellie thinks it's fun too!!